I am not here solely to make you feel good about yourself. This is a two-way road.

You want me to be here for you, but let you be completely free to do you exactly what you want how you want. Without the painstaking worry, the annoying thought process of its consequences to my well-being.

This is not the way to live. Give it a shot at it alone; with no one relying on your word(s); no responsibilities to anyone but yourself.

This is a two-way road. You want "an us", there's uncomfortable, unsettling efforts to be made. I am not your praising audience, I'm your partner. I'll give you praise, I'll be your audience, but I've run on my love for you for too long. You've sucked me almost dry. Giving me nothing more, I try to find other ways to supply myself still. Analyze, problem solve. Analyze, problem solve. Nothing. Again, and again. Just headache and constant self-torture.

Give me what I need. Give what I give. If you can't do it, worse- If you don't want to do it.... problem solve.

But, wait, I am not saying I am free of fault. I know, I have my own discrepancies.
I just want to be in the know. You hate predicting, you hate planning. I hate being on edge for my next move, I hate being surprised. Just keep me in the know.